The mother of Chanelle Star Rosebear, one of the victims of the March 21, 2005, shootings on the Red Lake Reservation in Minnesota, is slowly recovering from the tragedy.

Sandra Rosebear felt guilty that Chanelle, 15, died in the attack. Chanelle had been attending an Indian boarding school in Oklahoma but begged to come back home.

"I feel like that was the biggest mistake I ever made," Rosebear told The Minneapolis Star Tribune back in January. "If I didn't let her [return], she probably would've still been with us."

The pain of her daughter's death caused Rosebear to shut down. She rarely left the house and had a hard time coping.

But said she started to recover when Chanelle came to her one night shortly before the first anniversary of the tragedy. "I was ready," the mother of six other children said. She's begun to smile again and has started to laugh.

Chanelle's father, Kevin Martin, continues to struggle. He said he feels a sharp pain every time he drives past his daughter's gravesite.

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